Year End Reflections

I would like to take some time this week to look back on how I have lived my life over the last 12 months.

Am I living my life consistent with my values and beliefs? Am I walking my talk in terms of my priorities? Am I spending time with God first before I begin each day? Am I letting my wife know that I love her not just with words but by my actions and decisions and am I raising my kids consistently, so that they have a clear understanding of right and wrong - through my example, relationship with them, by time with them, and using only positive words, not withholding love but loving them unconditionally inspite of and despite of their shortcomings?

Last, how am I doing in terms of leadership development the study of which is my passion?

I have to admit that the past several months have passed by very quickly, so I am glad to have the opportunity today to think about and reflect on these things.

To be honest, there were times during the year where I felt like losing "it" especially when our 3rd daughter Valerie passed away.

I can remember numerous times where I was on the brink of burning myself out as well - too many things to do, too little time within which to do them.

I am thankful that I have family and friends who are there to remind me about what is truly important in life, whenever I am feeling overwhelmed.

What is truly important? It is loving God first, by living a life that is glorifying to Him, by realizing that He is my master and that I can not serve two masters (God and mammon).

How do I love him? By getting to know Him through His word the bible, by being a good husband, father, brother, son and steward of His creation. Remembering that it's not about me, but about God and his goodness and faithfulness in my life.

Thank you Lord for this much needed time of reflection, I realize that your grace is sufficient and that you want the best for me.